Rest In Peace Mannz
Its been about 4 months since Sean died i miss him alot i wish i could just see his face one last time i remember the night of october 18th how me and him hooked up he promised no one would find out about it of course my friend danielle told people so it got around mad quick he found out danielle told people so he told dave and somehow it got to my brother me and my brother were fighting because my brother was really good friends with him he said he didnt want me going to no more parties so im not labeled names and not ruining my reputation at school i told him its none of his concern...that day my brother found out which was like a week later me and sean got into a fight i told sean i was sorry and everything and that if anything happened to him i would cry my eyes out he meant a lot to me i just wonder how he is doing i miss him alot i will never forget how much he meant to me and i pray to god that i will never forget him EVER! Well its May 5th theres 25 more days until my birthday too bad Sean didnt live to see the day i could drive it sucks i wuld have been whipping him around with me for blunt rides sometimes i wish i would have been with him so we could chyll up in heaven together he my boy i loved him to death he meant alot to everyone but mostly me and his ex merecedes well i dont wanna keep on going about all this drama but i have to get off whuts im thinkin about back to the night of october 18th it was me sean riley sean mannz and danielle sean riley and danielle were in the front seat and me and sean mannz were in the backseat we hit a turn and i leaned against sean he put his arm around me cause i was cold and then we kissed his lips were so warm and soft i could never forget them he took out his dick and he put my hand on it i started giving him head and he told me he loved me we made out some more after giving him head and he asked me if i wanted to fuck and i said i didnt have a condom otherwise i would im still a virgin i could have lost my virginity to sean that night but back to the story after me and sean were kissin like crazy for like 15 mintutes str8 we got to this girl ashleys house and we dropped off a few beers for her u know it was a party she couldnt go to so all the people in the car were drunk we got back to johnnys house and danielle told tasha what happened in the back seat and sean told dave dave came up to me and he was like JENN OMG sean told me how good u were and how much he likes u i was like embrassed at first but then i was like what ever you know sean had to be home at 230 so we dropped him off at his house this time it was dave cerere sean me Jennica and sean riley sean riley was driving jennica was in the passanger seat and i was by the right hand back seat window sean was in the middle and dave was on the left hand sean put his hand on my leg and started rubbing it and we were making out again dave cerere was like perkins are you going out with him and i told him i dunno yet and all this otherstuff we got to seans house he kissed me goodnight and said ill pick you up tomorrow and i said iight dave was like i cant believe u n sean im like whut u mean hes like i could never have pictured u 2 im like well whatever i guess sean riley drove himself home and then dave was driving us back we got back to the house and then me johnny and tasha went to my house johnny me and tasha grabbed a couple forty ounces and chugged them in a supermarket parking lot johnny kissed me that night too i felt mad weird cause i just told sean i loved him we chugged our fortys and threw the bottles and they smashed we speeded out of there and we were bumping some rap music we drove by the police station when we got back the party was out of control sumone downstairs from johnny came up and said they were calling the cops me and johnny were holding hands and my brother got pissed hes like your a lil slut im like fuck you and johnny told my brother wat was up he accepted it and everything but he wouldnt do it for sean i dont know why i think it was just something about sean when he seen me with him he got pissed about 3 months later from all the shit that happened with me n sean he died from alcohol poisoning and drug over dose i felt my heart drop i dropped to my knees in school and was balling my eyes out we stayed in school the whole day calling people we think should know every one came to the school and we were all cryin in the gym me and sean's ex's were cryin hysterically we thought of all the memories me sean dave and everyone esle had with him and it made us feel a lil better my brother finally got to the school and he was telling everyone about october 18th and how a couple weeks later sean was sayin he loved me and that he wanted to be with me but he didnt wanna ruin his friendship with my brother i was balling my eyes out and my brother just hugged me and told me it was going to be alrite dave charles dave cerere sean riley ricky riley johnny gee mike pinto and all seans other boys hugged me and told me he loved me and he wouldnt wanna see me cry so i tryed to stop it was just so hard i really cant talk abut this anymore so imma end this
Peace
Jenn
Rest In Peace Sean Robert Manjourea
12/11/86 to 1/5/04